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Tuesday, November 24th, 2009
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11:45 pm
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11:43 pm
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So anyway, turn up at the Centerlink office today to put in the form I've received mind you it's four weeks too late...but after calling them to determine what was going on, and everything else in between time..the site, the weather...well today was a good day for it. Interestingly which I haven't mentioned, I have received another notice from the Job Network to turn up to a meeting in December some time...I think around the 17th I'll have to check. ..but the woman on the participation's failure telephone said to me, as a part of her regulations she has to book me in for an appointment within the next two days....it's for Thursday, and apparently if I don't turn up, there's going to be some kind of breach....so this is what I'm going to do....I'm going to go to this meeting on Thursday....and I tell you what...this is the agreement I'll make....if someone in that office...can tell me one person, one organization one potential employer they've contacted on my behalf as a part of finding work for me, I'll go again...however if they can't show me they've done something that would constitute positive forward action for securing me work....that's paid work...not work for the dole....then that is the last meeting I'm attending and that's my final word on it. As far as I'm concerned I should already be half way through a breach period. ....and I'm not...and that is pissing me off...not the fact that I have money....but the fact they're delaying giving me what I want....an extended vacation from their faces....
So that's all I'm saying on it...I've got a little bit more cash to play with...however ...depending on how long it takes for them to stop jive assing me around...I've got to make it last....however ...no doubt in the next week, I'll blow it all in one go...just for the sake of having a good time with it........(and catching up on a couple of work related items)...
that's all I'm saying on the matter... so yeah....I'm going to try going back to bed in a minute....but I don't actually feel very sleepy....you know it's that mind want's to sleep....but head is pounding like a hammer kind of feeling....which is not cool...and I'm going to the meeting on Thursday...but that's about it...
have to catch up with phone call's tomorrow..including one to SATAC which it appears are requesting more paperwork for my application to en role...
so that's it....paid a bill...and not much else...came home.
Thursday I'll get my passport photo taken...
and now I'm going to bed...again.
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Lifes more interesting when you video your knees.
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10:07 pm
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6:47 pm
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Today was a very big day, which I really don't want to discuss right now....because I'm exhausted....so I'm going to bed....don't know what time I'll be up...but when I am you'll know...so goodnight.
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1:35 am
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okay, that's it from me...I'm crashing out, into a deep sleep ....hopefully...although sometimes after what one read's...you can only wonder where the dream will go...which perhaps is why it is better sometimes to see...and let the mind be driven by that.....which poses an interesting question...what does the blind man dream...other than perhaps vision's when he's seen nothing at all...
I've been reading about superstitions tonight...and given what has occurred to me...I really see the horror of some people's beliefs playing out in my own life...
then again...I explore the plane of good and evil to some extent through what I read, if one read's an old text, does it enlighten them to the way's of the world now...or does it cast doubt on the good intentions of others...again...two very strong themes in my own life...
sometimes it's good to swing like a pendulum....and see what is the final evolution...
I've been surrounded by evil all my life...hidden by the thin disguise of....all that looks so nice...
and of course....where the mind drifts....intense to passion... from waves to crashing....all in the period of one day.......and where....where will I find you tomorrow....in another page...in another book....
goodnight.
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| Monday, November 23rd, 2009
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11:39 pm
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We're turning into vampires tonight in case you hadn't noticed....sucking out the life force of humanity.
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11:12 pm
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All right ...well believe it or not...but both computers have been given a bit of a tidy up today...with all bookmarks and prop's in their categories...
in fact there's nothing more to be done really than upload the outstanding files...which I'm leaving either till late tomorrow when I get home...or Wednesday...don't want to put a date on it...but I could probably say the Lipcrack site will be back online ...by Friday at the latest...which lead's us to the Kiss and Break Up Celebration...which I don't want to miss...on account of it being the only night this year...that I've set aside time to get out there and party it up a bit...so like I said...I hope some people can come out...and create some good cheer....
So that's it...it's been a pretty intense day, with last questions regarding the Lipcrack account sent off....
So now I'm talking out some time for some personal reading....and off to town tomorrow...to pay a couple of bills and get some paperwork out the way.
Wednesday is going to be intense....and very desk bound......so perhaps you could tie me up...one more time before the night is through....
anyway got to go...talk later.
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4:47 pm
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4:44 pm
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Okay...so just called the post office and trying to locate the receipt for documents sent on Nov 2nd.
Following that just finished setting the computer up so that mail runs through the mail program I run. Still need to set the software up for mail outs...but that could probably be finished today.
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2:46 pm
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2:44 pm
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and I put a small intro...sweet temptation up...so there's a paddle for that backside...lol
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2:11 pm
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You're so flaming hot...I couldn't resist...
so I uploaded another image to the My Space, photo section...
now back to work.
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12:45 pm
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And so the day begins....after a night of sleep and rest...like none had in the passing of a week..
Refreshed, rejuvenated....and getting through a few small tasks...before moving to full speed ahead for Wednesday and the site back on line. I say Wednesday because that's how long it will be before things move back to the Lipcrack.com site duties.
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12:39 pm
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and so the dark the seduction begins....drawing her...closer and closer in...as she feels the taste of flesh on her mouth....the pulsing rhythm of the time...a slow erroticating beat....and the sensual manifestation begins....but who is it ? she cannot tell, when there is no signal...so withdraws into her conscious...again senses awakened.....as one watches in calm medative silence, the other begins temptations quest.......again another warning sent....beware the flame you fire.....for all beasts will abound...when woken by desire...
another cares to play, and another dares to start....another watches in silence while another bleeds his heart.
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1:06 am
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So today...forgetting that there are a number of things that I haven't mentioned about yesterday, not because they're criminally implicating, but rather due to the oddness...and perhaps twist of fate...I decline not to mention, we move on into today.
Got to the exam...more people there today than yesterday...and take a seat, nothing to peculiar to mention, other than my current rubber deficit, another item allowed in the exam. I didn't get to stop for one, and interestingly the only one I had was the small circular sphere found on your normal pencil and rubber, pencil. Interestingly overnight the rubber, had somehow removed itself from the pencil and I found it this morning when I tried to locate the pencil. Oddly enough it was more of a coincidence that I did find it...when I stopped for a brief "what's that on the floor"...it was the top half of the rubber, broken from the pencil. It now appeared nothing more than the size of a regular ecstasy tablet and similar in representation, in fact to tell the truth, when I first located it, it was more like "what's that tablet on the floor? "....
So to continue, it was put in a safe place, my front jean pocket, for no doubt I would need it when I didn't have it. When I arrived at the desk it was placed in the small pencil indent holder of the desk.
Now interesting to note, I was approached by a woman who asked me if I had my SATAC ID number, I did, however I might not have had...except for that twist of fate I mentioned occurring yesterday, and of course my photo license I.D. an item removed by the police, however returned.
I find it quite strange that she asked me this question...to a now, over cautious and wary mind. I can only mention it here. The exam commences and off we all go.
The paper, is very similar in structure to the test paper, so there were no real surprises. The complexity of the questions are quite constant throughout...
and the only thing one need be mindful of, is that they are swapping processing centers from a mathematical to science to English based division of mind functioning. I would suggest...for me...this is why by the end of the paper...one can feel as though they've just had their brain put through a blender.
I answered the paper in terms of my experience from the previous test paper. I managed to answer more questions this time...which does not necessarily mean I got more right..I would say..only time will tell. I answered them based on mathematical calculation of the information provided, and on my comprehension of information provided. Where I felt I couldn't provide a correct answer I moved on with the intention of coming back to the question again for further study later. Within the constraints of the test..I was unable to finish all questions however this might not be a determining factor of success.
With that said....the only interesting things to note...which some will say is either quite strange or crazy...others will perhaps derive a different opinion. About half way through the exam...I noticed a strange pulling sensation on my body...as though it was being drained by a psychic vampire. My chair was pushed back against the desk behind me, and that's where I felt the sensation coming from. As soon as I became aware of it, I pulled my desk chair in to break contact. I feel as though the sensation stopped, and now looking back can't really explain why the desk was so close to my chair, as I did not really notice any contact between other desks and chairs....however I am aware that in these testing arrangement's my poise can be quite close to the desk and paper.
Strangely enough I didn't get a glimpse of the individual's face other than to notice briefly a male quite large in appearance and bald...but not an old bald...more a shaven head with a light orange t-shirt. I though to myself I'll make a visual after the exam.
The exam finished and we all awaited announcement that we could leave the hall. There was a delay due to what I am led to believe was a "missing" paper.
This seems unbelievable because the process is...from back to front, the SATAC worker, walks down the line and places the papers, booklet and results on top of each other for each candidate from one to the next....from front to back of line.
so it would be "humanly impossible"...for one paper to jump two lines, as it appears was the case when the paper was found. Interesting to note the the line's involved was the line I was sitting in, and I believe a line two isle's over.
Now for another observation, the girl that sat to my right, had two faces, it's the second person I have see like this. Where one side of the face is considerably different to the other...including different eye color....so more than you're typical right side, left side differences....it made me somewhat nervous.
The only other observation, is this...when going through the questions....about 40 min's in probably I answered one, then thought..hmmm...I might change that answer and went to reach for the rubber I had on the desk. It was gone !
So what when through my mind, is basically this...well I don't get to change it. I checked for the rubber on the floor...it was nowhere in visible site.
I don't have any idea what happened to it...but these are my suggestions...
1. Maybe it was under the foot of someone in front of me...
2. Maybe it was knocked on the floor when the security were doing ID checks.
3. Or maybe it was a form of magic involving the removal of objects from one place to appearance in another. I forget the correct terminology for it right now, but have read of such things.
That's all I can say really...perhaps that is also what occurred with the missing paperwork.
When the exam concluded and we were allowed to leave our seat's I turned around to catch a glimpse of the person who sat behind me....he was no longer there. The conditions of the exam are that if you finish 20 min's before time you can leave the premises, about 5% of students had done this. I do not recall hearing this person leave, either I was engrossed or the metal chair did not make a sound on the cement floor. I'm not sure if the exam paper's are left on the table to be picked up at the end of the exam, my head was not focusing on that...but rather on the paper on my desk. This to me however, seems the only other likely time, when a paper may go missing from one place to another, however only someone sitting behind me would notice.
..at the moment, I feel some what observant, I see things slide up....I see things slide down..slowly and gently to rocking sounds.....
am I cautious... of course...you see yesterday when I sat in the wrong exam, at the commencement of the paper, while sitting, I wrote my Student ID number on top of the paper. ..I am slightly concerned about that....because my own security may have been breached by that falling into possession of another party...(these things are not unreasonable to mention, if you consider some possible outcomes of having the number.)
Some slight horror content...not mentioned....however ticking away. I think there was one other thing to mention..possibly along with the content of the paperwork..however..at the moment...evidence via both the test paperwork and the exam paperwork today...that experimentation through the higher education is a given...regardless of the risk.
Me...well I am still feeling totally drained.....although awake from a small sleep...I doubt I will do anything today...other than go back to bed...sleep...and think about work again on Tuesday ...today/tomorrow I'm having off.
Which reminds me of the other thing. You know when I got the paperwork for the SATAC exam, I checked the date on the calendar that's on the computer with the form held in front of me....and I tell you...I looked up the column...and the column date said SA (Saturday). so don't ask me how I got the date's confused, I could not tell you an answer...today, regarding questions that had columns where data was difficult to collate due to the setting out of the data, they were skipped to be returned too ...again...time made this difficult...I have no complaints I did what I could and would have done more..if time permitted...it did not. .
now I'm going back to bed.....sensory cells....awoken.
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| Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
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5:41 pm
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Now I'm just crashing for the rest of the day....probably will sleep..I guess I'll be up when I'm up.
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5:37 pm
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5:36 pm
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So just got back from the exam, in a strange mood...a couple of werid things happened....but I'm not going to say any thing just yet...
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| Saturday, November 21st, 2009
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9:13 pm
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7:35 pm
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Oh...and then I went into town...had a drink and came home.
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