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| Saturday, July 4th, 2009 | | 9:36 pm |
well another update...im still not in my apartment as the girl i was meant to move in with has now decided to stay at home due to family reasons. Was so upset when she told me i burst into tears at my desk in work. I put an add on gumtree advertising my situation and i got a phone call from a girl called K who, coincedentally has the same name as me! I clicked with her on the phone, we were having a lovely chinwag, and we arranged for her to see the flat last friday. Needless to say she loved it and we went straight to the letting agents to process her application. we can hopefully move in on tuesday, i cant tell you how excited i am!! Work is brilliant as well, am working with eski and having a fab time all the people who work there are lovely and mental. we all went out last night to celebrate 12 working days on the trot, and got absolutely trollied - a messy night but so worth it!
my love life also seems to be looking up - Rocker has suddenly turn into a semi-stalker on facebook - constantly commenting on my status etc, and boys do not do that unless they are interested, so am looking forward to actually bumping into him around town one day. I know he is out tonight, but i am so hungover i dont think i could face another night out! cant believe i have been here for a month and not even seen him yet, thank god i have finally got the hang of patience!! | | Tuesday, June 23rd, 2009 | | 1:41 pm |
In the last few weeks, I have had soooo much going on, I haven't had the time to update my journal! So I'll start from where I left off. Starting anywhere else may confuse you.
So I last said that I was going to move to Liverpool to start my career in Marketing. I did. However, I lasted precisely 6 days in the position as they expected me to do door to door sales. Now I am not a snob or think door to door sales is above me, but I have not just spent three years at uni to go and sell charity direct debits to people via their door steps. So I quit! Since quitting I have been to about a thousand job interviews and am starting work tomorrow with the same company as Eski. It is a hospitality business that is nationwide, and I can't wait to start!
I am still living on their sofa, but have put down a deposit on the most amazing flat! I originally looked for a flatshare in the city, but then decided to get a flat with someone else. I started off with a guy who I mety off of a flat share website. He ended up putting a deposit down on a flat in an area I didnt want to live. When I told him that he replied oh yeah thats why my friend is moving in with me. Nice. When I went into work the next day, I was chatting to one of the girls, I'll call her Scratch who has to move out of student accommodation and needed a flat. She agreed to find one with me! She is lovely, reminds me of a slaggier, much slaggier version of my old housemate. Found the most perfect apartment that if it was any closer to the centre, we would be living in John Lewis! Im so excited to move in, but we cant until next wednesday.
So thats a very consise version of what has happened over the last few weeks. You may have noticed that there is no mention of any guys in this, and that is because I am having a slight drought. I am however, looking forward to finally seeing Rocker who has been at festivals every weekend since I moved up here. He has been chatting to me a bit online which is always fun, flirty and dirty!! We will see what happens, I have got a feeling that if I play the game correctly, I could end up with Rocker as my prize. Its going to require a lot of patience though! wish me luck!! | | Thursday, May 28th, 2009 | | 3:26 pm |
well this week has been soooo eventful!! Last friday, just as I got Cyprus sorted out, i was beginning to get asked for interviews; I found a marketing graduate programme in Liverpool that I thought I would apply for. I sent off my CV and within an hour they had called me back, and arranged for me to come in on tuesday for an interview! I quickly called up Eski to make sure i could stay with them; I think she was rather pleased as she stressed to me that she thought that she would never see me again! I carried on packing up my things to move out of my uni house. Moved out on monday, was actually quite tearful, I didnt realise how attached I was to that house. I stayed in the house on monday night as there was no point going all the way down south to travel up to Liverpool the next day. So I went for the interview, and was so nervous. I filled out the form the receptionist gave me and made some small talk with the other candidates. After what seemed a lifetime I was called into the office and introduced to a guy called Steve. He turned out to be the manager, and after 5 mins of talking, he turned around and said that he had a good feeling about me and I had sailed through to the 2nd interview stage. I didnt realise there was another stage, and asked when it was and he said tomorrow. Ah, that is my step sisters wedding rehearsal and I knew if I missed that there was a chance I would be murdered. He noticed me hesitate and asked me if I wanted to go through to the 2nd round so I said yes. At the end of the day, my career comes first. On the second day, I was told to wear comfy shoes as we would be going out into the field to assess how well I could pitch a sale. It was sooo much fun, I think I may have a natural flair for sales! It was quite clear that they were all impressed with me, so at the end of the day when Steve offered the job I wasnt at all surprised. I start officially next wednesday, and move to Liverpool on tuesday! Oh.My.God! I am no longer a student, I have a career!!!!! | | Saturday, May 23rd, 2009 | | 1:21 am |
ok so last saturday didnt go so well, Rocker spent most of his time ignoring me, flirting with Emu and then looking over at me to make sure it had the desired effect. I did my hardest to show him that I was not bothered, however, did not stoop to such a low level that I pulled everyone in sight. I stopped doing that when I was 16. Just as it got good between us, Emu came running in crying her eyes out - it seemed that she had an argument with her boyfriend, and Rocker being such a close friend to her ended up spending the night in her hotel room comforting her.
Anyway, moving on, I went up to Liverpool yesterday to see Eski and Wicker which was lovely, ened up going to Las Iguanas - a brazilian bar which does awesome cocktails. Ended up getting slightly drunk and then headed home to play on Rock Band on the nintendo. A good night had by all I would say. The only problem is is that I fancy Rocker so much it is ridiculous, and even though he did not know I was in Liverpool, I expected him to randomly turn up and express his love for me. Have got an interview on tuesday with a marketing organisation in Liverpool so looks like there is a possibility that I may be moving up there. Now that is scary but soooo exciting at the same time! Me and Eski have a theory about Rocker - we believe that he is lazy when he comes to relationships, and so if I move to Liverpool he may consider a relationship with me as a viable option as it wll be easy for him. We shall see though, am keeping my fingers crossed for the interview!!
Just come back from an awesome night out with the housemate, cant believe we are moving out tomorrow, its like the end of an era. I feel slightly jaded :( | | Friday, May 15th, 2009 | | 5:00 pm |
Rocker is defiantely coming on saturday, and for some reason I am slightly apprehensive. Although I have assured everyone that I am completely over him, I am clearly not. To be quite honest, I dont think I ever stopped fancying him which is not good, especially as he has probably came the closest to breaking my heart out of all the guys I have been with. Its made my infactuation with TP look insignificant. And as much as this annoys me to say, I know that I dont have the willpower to stop myself if he makes a move. I have toyed with the idea of pulling some random bloke in front of him to play games, but I am bored of games, especially with Rocker. The thing that I dont get with Rocker is that I genuinely do not think he meant to hurt me, but he was so absorbed in himself and his friends he didnt realise how i felt about him. I think that he has got over that stage now, hence trying to make amends with me, he is now realising how badly he treated me. I think saturday night is going to be crunch time, it will be the end of the games that have revolved around us for the past two years resulting in a relationship, or clearance. I dont know which outcome I want more. | | Thursday, May 14th, 2009 | | 1:32 pm |
I am not a happy bunny. The internet has brokem at home, meaning frequent trips into the campus that I thought I would never set foot on again. Also, whilst getting ready for my date with TP, he text me to cancel. He didn't even apologise, just said that he could not make it. Que angry phonecall to Mistress who successfully managed to calm me down before I chucked soemething heavy and breakable at my wall. Well, at least her love life is going to plan, she is meeting up regulary with a rather hot married bloke for no strings sex every sunday! I am looking forward to the weekend tho, going out with Eski and Wicker to a rock club in Birmingham where i intend to get completely off my face, pull and generally make a fool of myself. Also, Rocker might be making a trip with them which if he is will be the person I pull, especially as we have recently been making amends. However, in the mood I am in now, if he suggests in the slightest that he is interested in more than a 1 night stand, I am going to do my hardest to break his heart. He does deserve it after all, that is what he did to me.
And sunday night is my final ball, and I have to say i am very much looking forward to it! Madame has now said that she is not going, no idea why, but we shall sort her out and change her mind. Other good news includes an offer from a boutique hotel in Limassol for a job as bar and restaurant supervisor. That has made me happy! | | Monday, May 11th, 2009 | | 2:34 pm |
I handed in my last ever assignment today, and it feels incredibly weird knowing that I am out in the real world now. I got all glammed up to go into campus as I was going in around the same time as TP told me he would be there, only to find that he left as I arrived! We have arranged to meet up on thursday for a coffee though, so fingers crossed it will just be the two of us.
I really have to crack on and start properly looking for jobs and accommodation in Cyprus. I have decided on either Ayia Napa or Limassol and so am making sure my CV is posted on every single job site in Cyprus. Its a bit unnerving that I still havnt got a job lined up out there, but I am confident that I will find something. I am liking the idea of being a bar maid in a cheesy bar for the summer, nights working, days on the beach, perfect. I have also started jogging everyday in an attempt to sort out my body for a bikini. At the moment, if I stripped off on a beach, I swear people will run away from me. My legs are killing me though, the first time I've done any sort of exercise for about 3 months, well apart from sex.
Had a naughty dream last night about my best friend Eski, and before you ask, it was dirty, yes. I orgasm in my sleep all the time, but woke up just before I came so quickly whipped out my vibe, still thinking of the dream to finish me off. What makes it even better is that its not a fantasy, its actually based on some truth as I have participated in a couple of threesomes with Eski, and my god have they been awesome. Ohhh quite turned on just thinking about it now, might have to have a quick play!! | | Monday, May 4th, 2009 | | 10:03 pm |
I swear I have spent the last two days doing what I vowed never to do again; procrastinating over a man. Yes, you guessed correctly, that person is TP. I have a feeling I have scared him off though, as Greek guys are notorious for needing to be in control, and dont like it when a girl takes the initiative to ask them out - even in a jokey way as I did to TP! I sent a message out to all my fellow students yesterday about the impending ball, and reminding them to buy tickets. TP messaged me back to inform me that he would be in Scotland and so would not be able to attend. I was dissapointed but in a good mood so I jokingly wrote back:
'aaahhhhh thats a shame, I was going to ask you to be my date and everything! lol you wll be missing a good night :('
I was expecting some jokey reply back, on par with our normal conversations, but instead i got this:
':S im sorry'
eh? Is he actually sincerely sorry for not being able to be my date or just saying hes sorry cos he doesnt want to tell me straight that he is not interested? So after much procrastination and consulting Bants, we decided that it was down to his Greek ego and not feeling in control of the situation. I have now severed all ties with him. The ball is in his court. If he wants to get in touch, then he knows how. I hope we still remain friends as I am still making my plans to move to Cyprus, and I would be upset if I lost him as a friend.
Went over to Madames today for a rundown with Mistress of what actually happened on friday night. Madame is still with him, claiming that she loves him, but me and Mistress just dont understand this. He is sleazy, slimy, nasty, and threatening. She can and should do so much better than him, but he is controlling and has such a hold over her, she is not herself anymore. We are at our wits end, obviously we want to support her, but she has to help herself and getaway from that man. | | Saturday, May 2nd, 2009 | | 1:16 pm |
so last night was the big course night out that I organised, and I have to say, it went rather well! Everyone turned up which is always nice, and we had a night of drinking, dancing and general good times! The only downpoint is that nothing happened with TP, and i gave myself until last night for something to happen so that is it. I need to get over it. This may be harder said than done as when he walked in lst night, my stomach flipped, a sign that I really like him, and my god was he looking sexy! I have decided its his eyes, I just find myself drawn into them, they are such a rich, dark, delicious pools of chocolate. I gave him every single signal possible to let him know that I am interested, and he didnt pick up on any of them which I cant decide is him being shy or he is just not that into me. I'm thinking the latter is more likely though. Oh well, he is helping me find a job in Cyprus, so even if nothing happens, I think I have found a very good friend.
Anyway, it turns out everything kicked off last night after we had left. Madames boyfriend who none of us like - he is controlling, argumentative and jealous the perfect combination for someone who is likely to get abusive - was not invited to the course night out, but decided to turn up anyway. Well, when I say turn up, I mean he snuck in the club and watched us for the night without us even realising he was there. Madame only found out when she bumped into him walking out of the club to her friends car. He then called her a filthy whore in the middle of Wolverhampton city centre. If that was me, he would have got slapped, but I am worried that he has such a hold over Madame she believes that she was in the wrong for going out and having a good night. I am worried for her. | | Thursday, April 30th, 2009 | | 10:30 pm |
this week has been eventful, got all glammed up to acidentally 'bump' into TP on campus monday morning only to find out that he wasnt coming in. That hacked me up, and resulted me being in a bad mood for the entire day.
On wednesday, we had our final presentations for one of our modules. After months of work on a massive project, it was a relief to get it over and done with. Normally, i am fine when presenting; i'm fairly confident; however, when TP is sat with his chocolate brown eyes boring into my line of vision, my pulse started racing. After we finished, i told him my plans of possibly moving to cyprus, to which he told me that he would always be there for me and it would be a great idea. This left me with a huge smile on my face!
To top off a good day of uni, i took a train up to Liverpool to get my birthday present off of Eski. My birthday is in november, but she bought tickets to see Pink at the echo arena. It is one of the best live acts i have ever seen, every note was pitch perfect, and she put on an amazing performance! Eski then gave me some strange news; Rocker had been asking about whether i was moving to Liverpool. When she said she didnt think so, he replied that it was a shame as he wanted us to start over. Now i dont know what he means by starting over because as far as i was aware, there wasnt any 'us'. This has completely unnerved me, i had just got over him, and suddenly hes back in my life. its all i thought about on the train back to Birmingham, and then spent the rest of the afternoon scolding myself for giving him the time of my thoughts. I am better off with him out of my life, and that is how i intend to keep it.
Have just had an interesting conversation with TP, and I cant wait for tomorrow night. If nothing happens, thats it. Im not trying anymore, shy or not shy, there is only so long a grl can wait!! | | Saturday, April 25th, 2009 | | 12:55 pm |
I don't know what to do about TP. I have dropped so many hints, and he just doesn't seem to be noticing them, and yet i know he likes me. I have come to the conclusion that he is very shy. Now my dilemma is should I continue persuing him, or should I give up?
Yesterday, I went to his squash tournament which was fun; I have never played squash before but I got really into watching it! As I walked into the sports centre, my eyes fell onto TP, and a massive, sexy grin spread accross his slightly stubbly face. I walked over and we had a kind of arkward semi embrace. He asked how I was, and then I am ashamed to say, we stood there for what seemed a lifetime staring into each others eyes! It was so intense, I broke the contact to go and say hi to Rhodes. I found out from her, that TP had been asking what time was coming to the event, and I have to admit, this sent butterflies fluttering through my tummy. halfway through the semi final games, he came over and casually leant on my shoulder as he watched the tournament. It took all of my self control not to turn around and ssnog his face off. Afterwards, we all went out for a beer. He came and plonked himself down at our table, and we had a good laugh generally flirting and joking.
And that was it. Nothing else happened. I am completely gutted. I used to be so confident to asking guys on dates, but since Rocker, I havnt dared to express my feelings untill the guy does. I think if anything is going to happen with TP i am going to have to overcome this. Am seeing him on wednesday at uni, and then will see him on friday for our course night out. Now that is a night I am looking forward to! | | Thursday, April 23rd, 2009 | | 8:49 pm |
I plucked up the courage to ask TP out for a coffee - it took a lot trust me - and thankfully he said yes. Met up with him this afternoon, as soon as I saw him I got butterflies. All went well for the 1st two minutes and then unfortunately, two girls off our course walked in. They just assumed we were doing uni work and so uninvited, came and sat down with us, completely oblivious to the fact that we were on a date! My face fell as soon as I saw them, as did TP's. We then spent the rest of the afternoon doing that annoying thing when you fancy some whos in the group of people your with - semi ignoring them. Why do we do this? All I know was that he was doing it aswell, and so between us hardly said anything to each other. A couple of hours passed, the girls were still with us; don't get me wrong, it was an enjoyable way to pass an afternoon, when TP announced that he had to go. He gave me a look that read come with me, and just as I was about to annouce my departure, the girls asked me to stay for another coffee. I was torn, and reluctently agreed to stay. TP hardly said good bye to me. Ahh well, I will see him tomorrow for his squah tournement. May have to find out the PomPoms! | | Monday, April 20th, 2009 | | 7:02 pm |
oh my god. I think its gonna happen with TP! We were in our lecture, sat at opposite sides of the room, and kept catching each others eyes; mainly to do with my constant staring! I was sat with Madame and Mistress, and we devised a plan so that TP and I could leave at the same time on our own. It all panned out perfectly; TP needed to ask the lecturer a question, so we sat there as Madame and Mistress needed to speak to him aswell. As TP looked ready to leave, Mistress announced in a rather booming voice "Ok then, we shall see you downstairs in a bit". Perfect timing for me to leave when he was!! We walked out the room and the tension was unbearable! He touched my arm as we were walking and I swear I nearly came! We stopped for a chat about uni and stuff with another girl on the course for a while, and then he announced that he had to catch the uni bus back to the main campus. This wokred in my favour as the bus stop was in the direction of my house. We walked over incredibly slowly, with his hand on my back, with a definate feeling of things unsaid hanging in the warm aor around us. As we said goodbye, I turned to leave, and he grabbed my hand and gave me the traditionnal Greek kisses on the cheek. Nothing amazing, but it was our first contact, and it was as though fireworks had errupted in my knickers. I didnt look back to see if he was watching me, but I have the distinct feeling he was. This is bad. He is moving back to Cyprus in a month, and I fancy him way more than just a fling now. | | Sunday, April 19th, 2009 | | 10:05 pm |
I was unsuccessfully trying to complete an assignment on saturday afternoon when my friend Baps gave me a ring and asked if I wanted to go out in Birmingham in the evening. I jumped at the chance as I was so bored. Decided on wearing my amazing new dress; leopard print strapless tulip style piece of gorgeousness that it is! I assumed that it woul just be girls going out, and was rather impressed when I arrived to find a group of incrdibly good looking squaddies were coming out with us aswell. I love male company, as I love all the tongue in cheek banter that can be had, and a group of squaddies you get far more than usual! There was one squaddie inparticular who caught my eye, his name was R. We got chatting and were flirting quite outragously when Baps pulled me aside and told me in no uncertain terms to keep away from R as she fancied him. After telling me this, I tried to keep away from him, even though he clearly did not feel the same way about her. About 10 of us went out altogether, and hit the dancefloor in walkabouts. After a while, I realised that only R, Baps, another squaddie and I were left out. Baps dissappeared with the other squaddie and left R and I. The temptation was too strong and I succombed to his pressure to grind on the dancefloor together. When Baps came back, quite clearly after being up to mischief with the other squaddie, she announced that I was ok to flirt with R. It didnt take much to persuade me. In the cab back, his hands were all over me; knotted in my hair, feeling the hem of my dress, and teasing over my tits. I was so turned on. I went to his, and after a drink and a chat about his DVD collection; excellent taste I must say, we couldnt bear the anticipation anymore and got down and dirty. The sex was good, I have had better, but have had far worse. I didnt get much sleep, due to the alcohol consumed and being in strange surroundings - I have always been a very light sleeper. The morning was good, we were both seasoned professionals at the one night stand, and we had a good amount of banter between us. I have a feeling he will add me to his facebook. He didnt ask for my number and nor I his, it was the perfect one night stand. Me and Baps went for a maccy's to get a breakdown of each others nights - she had taken the other squaddie back to hers and got her wicked way with him. She apologised for warning me off R, but I told her not to worry, I wasnt interested in the details - Baps has a tendancy to over complicate. I spent the rest of the day lounging around catching up with Britains Got Talent. Going into uni tomorrow and will be in a lecture with the sexy TP. The anticipation of what is going to happen between us is getting unbearable, I feel like a bitch in heat!! | | Thursday, April 16th, 2009 | | 8:05 pm |
I went into uni today to finally complete the podcast, thank god that is out of the way now, and also to accidentally 'bump' into TP. Saw skinhead who gleefully pointed me in the direction of where the rest of his group and TP were situated. I genuinely had butterflies in my stomach - a sure fire sign that this is more than just wanting a shag - it unsettled me slightly. When I saw him, he was every bit as sexy as he was when I'd seen him previously, it think its his eyes, and as always, he seemed please to see me. We exchanged pleasentaries for a while, and then I really had to go and do some work. I popped back down later - my excuse was going to get coffee - and stayed and had a chat for a while. I'm finding it difficult to work out if he is interested and shy or just wanting to be friends. At one point though, he did tell me that he was taking me out for dinner in Cyprus. That made the butterflies return two-fold! Shame I could not think of anything witty to reply with, I just stood there with a slightly manic grin on my face! When I got back, I sent him a message asking how the group work went and he seemed fairly uniterested in the conversation; by that meaning he used significantly less exclamation marks and various other forms of punctuation than he usually does. Also he did not put an x on the end of the conversation. I have a feeling I am reading waaaay to much into this, and should maybe stop procrastinating continuously over it. Oh well, I shall see what it is like on monday in the lecture with him. | | Tuesday, April 14th, 2009 | | 7:38 pm |
well last night was interesting. I met up with a friend from 6th form, L for a cheeky chinese. Afterwards, we went for a walk in a local park, got hopelessy lost in the woods with night setting in quickly. I did what any concerned friend does, I started recalling my favourite horror scenes, highlighting ones that specifically reminded me of our current predicament. L was not impressed, and as soon as we found our way back to the car, she dropped me off and claimed she had an early morning. So I decided that I fancied a drink, and opened a bottle of wine. It didnt take long for me to start feeling horny, so I text my fuck buddy and ex Skinny. He was over in a flash. We worked our way through another 2 bottles of wine, until he ripped my clothes off and sucked my pussy on the living room floor. It was only after I came that I realised the curtains were still open.
My father came to pick me up to take me back to uni at 9am this morning. Thank god he text me before he left otherwise there would have been some arkward exlplaining to do! we had a mad rush to get Skinny out the door before dad arrived (dad never liked him when we were a couple). The rest of today has passed in the fuzzy nauseous way that only occurs when you are hungover. Although I did have a lovely conversation with TP earlier, and then disected the conversation with Belle. It was an email conversation, and I made the consious decision not to put x's at the end. On the final email he sent, he put three x's. We spent a good hour trying to work out if that meant something other than friendlyness! We came to the conclusion that as I had put no x's he must have wanted to put them, so I am pretty sure I am in with a chance. Cant wait to see him on thurday!! | | Thursday, April 9th, 2009 | | 11:04 pm |
ok sooooo good, good news...TP liiikes me! was speaking to Skinhead last night on facebook, and he told me that TP never shuts up about me, and is asking me out for a drink next time I see him!! I gushed my knickers. All I have to do is wait for a week until I see him, the anticipation is killing me, or turning me on like hell! I cannot tell you how turned on this man has got me, although am getting worried that I am actually beginning to like him rather than just considering him a shag. I am beginning to think that it is a shame that he is going back to Cyprus in may, I think something good could happen if we werent so far away.
In a very sad moment, I have just counted how many days it is until I go to Cyprus. Unfortunately its 113 days away; I shouldnt have counted all I want right now is to lay on a beach with frequent bouts of swimming, snorkelling and sex. Is that too much to ask?!
Dissertation is nearly finished thank god, I should have it completed in a couple of days which will be a massive weight off my shoulders. Unfortunately, its onto the next lot of assignments after that :( oh well it will all be over soon. I am trying my hardest to find a job at the moment, but for my career, I am graduating in the worst ever year. Stupid recession :( | | Monday, April 6th, 2009 | | 7:27 pm |
I still cannot get used to coming back from Birmingham to a tiny village in Cambridgeshire. It is so backwards and possibly inbred. Saying that though, I love the village and I have lived here my entire life. So came back for the next 10 days, mainly to cat sit for my mother and step dad who are off on holiday somewhere hot. The cat is evil I hasten to add. Thankfully, I have my sisters car so I do not have to rely on the 1 bus every 2 hours to travel into cambridge.
I went back to a local restuarant that I have been working at on and off since I was 16 for a shift on saturday night it is owned by a lovely couple, Shorty and Ginge. Ginge is the head chef, and Shorty the manager. They are such a fabcouple to work for although I have always got on much better with Ginge than shorty. So ginge sauntered over after service whilst I was tidyign the waitress area and goes:
"Are you doing anything on monday?"
"Not that I know of, why?"
"Oh, nothing." I expected him to say could I take their son for a couple of hours so they could have a break, but I was wrong.
"Riiight"
"Well...it's just that...I was thinking you could come and be my dog for the day, you know, like my bitch?"
WHHAAAAAAATT? This was not what I was expecting to hear!
"Ummm you want me to be your bitch? Are you sure Shorty wont have a problem?!"
"Hahahaha, I'm going shooting, I wanted to know if you wanted to come along and catch the dead things I shoot, hence being my bitch, after all you have more than enough experience at it!"
I am hoping that he meant experience being bithy, not catching dead thing as that is slightly wrong. I truely have the randomest conversations at work.
Cant stop thinking about TP, hes really got under my skin, like zit that hasnt quite surfaced enough to pick. Skinhead is still intend on setting us up but I dont really want to go down those lines. I'll see what he is like when I get back to uni, and if I think he is interested, I may have to bite the bullet and ask him for a drink. | | Thursday, April 2nd, 2009 | | 5:06 pm |
I have truely become a stalker. The lecture yesterday was short as the lecturer wanted us to complete our group work. Few of my group turned up so we decided to meet another day. I then decided to stay on campus for a while as I knew TP would be there with his group. When they did not come into the computer suite, I am ashamed to say that I actually went in search for him. I walked through the refectory, into the library and wandered around hoping I might bump into him. Thankfully, I heard a fellow student, Skinheads rough, strong Black Country accent and knew I had found TP as they were in the same group. Casually, I sauntered over claiming I was having trouble finding the relevent books. TP then gave me a geography lecture on Cyprus whilst Skinhead sat there winking and nudging me after working out my true intentions of wandering over. So as I said I am now a bona fide stalker. Later on Skinhead messaged me to say that TP liked me :D.
Today has not been so good. For one of our final projects, we have to create a podcast and today was the day we set aside for recording it. I wrote the script and was very proud of it. So we all met up and had a run through and horror of horrors, we discover that the only male member of the group is possibly the worst actor ever. He couldnt even read the script well straight off the page without putting any emotion in it. We all began to get annoyed and he suddenly announced that he did not feel comfortable recording. This annoyed me as tomorrow I am going home for Easter and wanted to have this in the bag before I left. He then stated that he wanted easter to learn it and we would retry the week after Easter. The fact that he knew that I was on holiday with my family then didnt even cross his mind. I reluctantly agreed, and so am now missing out on the 1st holiday I would have had with my fathers side of the family since I was a child. I am not a happy bunny :( | | Tuesday, March 31st, 2009 | | 10:02 pm |
I have spent the last two days flirting over the internet with TP, and I love it! I will see him tomorrow morning in my lecture and to be quite frank I dont know how I am going to control myself. My status was about my upcoming summer holiday to Cyprus (put on there purely to provoke an interest from him) and he obviously commented on it, and then just invited himself along to my holiday. Not that I am complaining of course. Goofy took great delight in teasing me all evening about it, and then today when she came in from uni and I was messaging him back again, I think she figured I was quite into him. Goofy is a lovely girl, but she does not understand the whole chase game; I think she would rather me just ask him on a date. Its all about the anticipation for me; once that has gone, I get bored easily. Anyway, we were sat watching Eastenders earlier, and there was a scene involving Garry and Dawn in the R&R club. She sat there and stated:
"I dont get the whole Garry and Dawn thing, I mean she could do so much better. Shes lovely and he looks worse than my dad." She pauses for a moment. "You and TP are kinda like Garry and Dawn." I was about to say 'awww thank you sweethart', until: "Although onviously you would be Garry and TP would be Dawn."
WHAAAAAAT! This is my best friend, my lovely friend, the one I tell all my secrets to, and she turns around and says that?!!!!
I know that she meant it as a joke, but it really hurt me. "thanks for that, nice of you to completely shatter my confidence. I'm going upstairs."
I am a very social person. The only time I spend time in my room is if I am sleeping or have a bloke in there, so she knew this meant I was upset. She tried to apologise but I ignored her. In all fairness to her, she did slip a hand made 'I'm sorry' card under my door so I forgave her.
I seriously cant get TP out of my head. He has really got under my skin. Hopefully his hands will be soon.... |
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